So if I give up on you, just know it wasn’t easy for me.
—Kurt Vonnegut (via laviesepoursuit)
WTF is this allowed?!
YOURE SUCH A STUPID LITTLE BITCH
My body feels weary and tired and restless and weak and I feel just worthless.. Family ask me what I do for fun with my friends and I’m like with what friends I have none :/… And so they try to console me by assuring me they didn’t have many friends growing up either but I know they are lying and trying to make me feel better.. But it’s like stop I don’t need you to say that to make me feel better bc something that puts down yourself doesn’t make me feel better… I just wish everyone in my immediate life would just back off and stop… I don’t need your pity… I don’t need your medicine.. I don’t need any of it I just need to get better on my own and find my own true happiness and it’s not gonna help with all the stuff you keep pulling out at me..———— my rant is over……………
Nobody understands me. You never understood anything. Nobody wants me, so they can all just die.
Then what is your hand for?
Nobody cares whether or not I exist. Nothing ever changes, so they can all just die.
Then tell me, what is your heart for?
It would be better if I never existed. I should just die, too.
Then why are you here?
I-is it okay for me to be here?
Basim Magdy, 13 Essential Rules for Understanding the World, 2011
Worried about my evizo and my baby 😔 that’s all I care about anymore.. ❤️